lame

Today was fine, besides Laura. She is out of her mind and was screaming at me today for no reason, not to mention I was sketched out even more because I smoked during break. I didn't do anything wrong, she got mad because I couldn't understand the work, she wasn't explaining it at all. She accused me of cheating, even though I wasn't. Started talking about how pathetic people who cheat are, and she just wouldn't let it go. I told her that she was right, and that I was wrong, and she wouldn't let it rest. I'm going to make a complaint to the school, shes done really fucked up shit to me, but when does this end? I got home and took a nap for a few hours, woke up, watched Dexter... Tried making plans because I don't have school tomorrow, but I'm not even doing anything special. I'm waiting for Jackie and Kevin to pick me up, I don't know what we're going to do, but at least I won't be home. I'm going to Dave's house to hang out with him after, I think. I'll probably sleep there if I go. I'm glad I hung out with him the other night, I missed him. He's one of the first people I started hangin' out with around here and I never lost touch with him. It's finally spring, it doesn't feel like it though. It's getting nicer, but I can't wait for real spring weather. It's almost April.

so cool

Tonight was cool. I got home from school, cleaned my room, watched Dexter with Andy, went to pick Kyle up at Edge of the Woods, went to Steve's house for not that long, then went to Jaime's house and hung out with a bunch of friends, it was great. I had such a good time. I'm a little drunk right now, but that doesn't change anything, I had fun. We took a couple group pictures, that's going to be funny to see. I'm pretty happy it's the weekend. Tomorrow should be good too. Things are alright.


It's funny how my mood changes so fast.

pp in the street

I had a show in my basement Saturday. Hate your guts, stomped on sight, fast, damaged, and this pretty cool band Revenge from Mass. Everything went fine, no one got hurt, nothing got stolen, and it only took like 20 minutes to clean everything. I had fun. The week before that, went to some kegger in Meriden with Charlotte and a few of my friends at Dana's friends house. We were there for less than an hour before the cops came. The next day, my friend Sara came over and we went to the show at the legion to see the kill boys. I don't know what it was, but I had so much fun for no reason haha. I mean, it was a good show, but I was so happy. We went to some party after, it was real sketchy, it was dana's friend of a friend and I don't even know. All I remember was reggaton music, a strobe light, and 3 fat girls jigglin their fat. We were there for less than 20 minutes. Then we went to Tasia's house. I wish we went there first, because I ended up not feeling good really fast, because I was drinking at the show and I didn't even eat that much that day, soo. I made Charles take me and Sara home. I was puking and walking on the way to the car. Not cool. Friday night, the night before the show, Chris and Stefan came over to help me clean. It was fun. Then we went laser tagging with Joey, Chris, Stefan, Charles, Mike and Josh. It was pretty intense. I gotta go do something. No one reads this lol.

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hey everything, fuck you
i hate everything you do to me
i despise every lie i've come to believe
and i hate every evil thing that i see
this juxtaposition of good and bad
remind me of the best and the worst dreams i've had
i'm either to happy or fucking sad
and i can't keep up with that