sandy hook

I had a really good weekend. I was upset at first because I was bored and I didn't think I was going to do anything fun, then Jared asked me to go to a show at the legion, then I slept at his house and we hung out and went to a show the next day at the legion, too. I got Jackie and Kevin to go, and idk, it was a good time I guess. This weekend was OK. I'm looking forward to new years, even though I have no idea what I'll be doing. I know I'll be with Jared. Why: do people have to talk shit about other people just to fit in? Why do people have to wear things because its trendy and cool and not because they actually like it? I saw my grandma today. She had no idea who I was, but she was in a good mood. I went to the mall and got liprings. I have no idea.

killa

this weekend was fun. Friday, I don't remember what I did. I think I hung out with Tara. Saturday, Jared came to my house early so I could spend the rest of the weekend with him. I woke up at like 7 haha. He got to my house at 9. We hung out here for a little bit then we went back to his house because the snow was getting really bad. The roads were already awful. I had fun. Today school sucked today all we did was arts and crafts, nothing was organized it was lame. We only had one break too, lame. The 90 minute delay helped a lot though. Tomorrow is going to be just as stupid. Why should we even have to go in the first place, go to school at 8, leave at 10. There is no point to even go out of your way. We're not even going to be making anything tomorrow so it will just be pointless the entire time. I mean, it will be easy, but I already missed my two absent days, if I missed tomorrow, I would lose credit for the semester, even it being the last day. Of doing nothing. Today sucked. I slept most of the day, tomorrow will suck because I have no plans and no idea what I'm going to do. I need a friend. Not someone that will just listen to me talk. Someone that I want to talk to. That's all I really want.


so adorable

too sick

There's supposed to be a lot of snow tomorrow, and I can't even get my thoughts straight enough to be able to tell weather this makes me happy or mad. I don't care if we get a snow day tomorrow. School went by fast all week, it does every week though. I'm not even looking forward to Christmas break anymore. I just want to sleep forever. I get no attention. I have no best friend. I don't know what I have to do to get someone to notice me. I'm still here.

and yes

As the ending of my last entry ended, it ended up being fact. I went to Bries house and hung out for a little bit, and got drunk at Lenny's. I don't really remember what happened from that night until now, I haven't really posted that much. I don't really care either. Maybe this is just getting too old for me and I'm just growing out of it. I talk enough to people as it is, why bother writing about my day's in this blog. It's just going to get annoying, me repeating myself how happy I am. I get to see Jared tomorrow, I'm reallyy excited, I haven't seen him in 2 weeks, hes sleeping over. Who know's when I'll post again. Probably when I'm in a bad mood.

anndddd

I just watched the season 2 finale of Dexter. So good. I've never seen a better show before. I can't wait to see season 3. I'm hangin out with Jackie and Kevin around 10. Tomorrow I'm going to Brie's house for her birthday and hangin out with Jackie and maybe Jaime, and we're going to get drunk.

better than ever

I think I feel complete.