ahh

me and Ryan broke up..Yesterday would have been 3 months or whatever and thats pretty long for me but I guess he just can't handle my lifestyle so he can just be with another girl that probably does that same things I do just in spite of me or something. I don't even know what I'm talking about. I'm not even that mad anymore. Whateverrrrrrr. I'm over him already and I think I have a crush on someone else. This friday is gonna be so much fun. I have a half day at school so at 12:15 Jills boyfriend is going to pick me and her up and we're going to meet up with Jared and then we're going to massachusettes to see them play for eat and run and Roadrage is playing too, theyre pretty good. And it's there last show so it will be fun I hope. Then after the show I'm going to Jareds friends stephans house with Jill and her boyfriend and a bunch of other people in Mass and its gonna be fun I hope. Today Dave came over for a little bit and we snuggled and talked because i havnt seen him in a while and I did a lot of cleaning after he left, then Max came over at 3 and I babysat my neice for a little bit. I didnt go to school. Fuck midterms.